Today early in the morning 9am i am awake. dengyuan msg me asking me to go his sister baby 1month de "man yue" ! at Sentosa the Costa Sand Resort. Her sister baby call "Kason" nice mann! the baby is cute. never take anypics today cos my HP simply lousy now! -.- hmm. around 12plus i went to prepare when i went out it was already 2pm already meet dengyuan at Bukit panjang plaza accompany him had a lunch at long john sliver. this guy so many crap hur! haha. than we meet up with Chinwei, Weisheng! they say i look thinner! haha :) happy but say my face still so chubby =.=" haha. we slacked around till 3plus sitting down there chit chat soon, boonhian, linden & mingzhi come. soo long can when we leave plaza already 4plus ! wtf. so long~ so we decided to take taxi. so me , weisheng and chinwei sitted one cab the rest sitted another one. while i was with them on cab we 3 sit behind tgt. and i am sitting middle. they bullying me !! soo sick can -.-" haha. don want to mention how they disturb me! =P we wanted to take pics in e end nvr save till one! cos my face like soo fat! haha. than they start the rubbish again~ -.- when we reaching SENTOSA i nvr pay anything cos no small change! so chinwei paid cab fare weisheng paid the entrance :) thanks! in e end, i treated chinwei to play arcarde! hmmm.. than when to have a buffet played with them awhile at arcade after that they sent me to outside accompany me wait for taxi! so sweet of them, nvr regret to have them as my friends hope to meet up again with them soon. So i went off at 6.25pm & headed to toa payoh to attend my PTO briefing at 7pm! sian, i missed 2session & i was late today~ haha. i sit cab from harbour front to toa payoh ur guess how much ? plus pick hour. $17.80 expensive rite? so near only~ haha. nvm lar. slow traffic forgive u uncle! haha =P after that while having a break time i knew something again not because of her is again another girl ~ x( make me disappointed! how can he liddat. . i really dunno what is in his mind. i should be more clear this time .. no use of wasting time on him ? All this while is just his lies even is now or forever.. No matter how much i do & i endure those things and rubbish he do.. he won't know. sigh* i felt a pain in me.
21 nov 2006
i went to meet him, it's simply fun. . yet boring i slept at his house till 7plus than headed home. again.. something sweet but it's just fake.?i really cannot stop all this thing appearing in my mind~ i finally understand her feeling towards him. why can't he treat me different from others? he wanted to proof to me that he is true but, why i keep hearing those things not from her but from others? i really wanted to believe you but simply just hard i cannot accept someone like u in my life. maybe i am not the girl u love. hais.
